Friday, October 11, 2013

"Hello. Yeah. It's been awhile..."

I have not written for quite some time.

Not that I have not been writing.

Just not here.

I have spent the past few months trying to hone my writing skills and found myself consumed by books. Fiction, non-fiction. Old and new.

I am no worse for the wear.

I may even be somewhat improved.

I am maintaining many of my new habits. I am about 80 percent organic.I slacked on the cooking for the summer but not the healthy eating. I really think I have the food and eating down to a routine.

I can tend to be a bit lazy here and there and I struggle with portion control but on the whole I continue to lose weight.

As far as exercising, I have not been quite as diligent. I am on a stop and start routine that I hope to get hold of over the coming weeks.

Work was crazy and I was reading a lot over the summer which is not exactly conducive to activity.

But I think I am working that out.

As I have said before, time-management is one of my many issues.

I am trying to make it all fit into my life somehow and I hope to find the balance and the discipline I have been lacking much of my life.

But I am also learning to be gentle with myself. Some things have to get pushed aside so I can maintain and prioritize the more important things.

It's like organizing your closets; you have to eliminate all the things you don't use, wear or take pleasure in and then you have more room.

That is what I am doing with my life.

One of my many issues has been spending money.

I came from a family that never really had much and when we did have it we didn't know what to do with it. My mother always lived just a little outside her means and loved to say "you can't take it with you". I never knew or realized that not everyone adopted that attitude. I just thought that some people had money and therefore saved and some people didn't so never saved. I fell into the latter category.

Getting a handle on spending has sort of been a by-product of my new, healthier lifestyle. I am far from reformed but I am really trying and, for the first time, this week I did not have to rob from Peter to pay Paul and I did not have to pay any overages or late fees. And I had a small amount left over and I did not spend it.

Today's post has been more of an exercise than an inspiring blog post, but I felt I needed to update my followers and let all four of you know that I am still here and I am still plugging away. I have been toying with something and I will hopefully be sharing it with you in the very near future.

Meanwhile, have a beautiful autumn and cherish the precious hours of daylight.